Thursday, May 31, 2012

There's a fire...

That is not in my heart but in my head. Sorry Adele, your song doesn't describe me except for the belting pitches in my ear from the phone ringing at work (...haha...) Whether it be a massage, great margarita, horseback ride or just walking & talking with my best friends, I've found out that every day I have to find that needed stress reliever. I have only accomplished 1 of the 4 I listed because I haven't had time or that great need of them but I have other ways as well to de-stress. The most popular of what a de-stressor is to me is just coming home and sitting in a quiet place and recouping from hub-bub of the day.

Working for Dr. Erwin has been a learning experience - mentally and spiritually. I've only been there for 2.5 weeks but every day, I get challenged by things that happen at the office. I have to use a lot of PATIENCE, KINDNESS, SMILES and DEEP BREATHS in the situations that I am faced with. Yes, I may get an attitude after I hang up the phone but every time I do get faced with a challenge I stop to think about why I SHOULDN'T act that way but rather, discover the ways God wants me to act. It is a test to my faith and a path He wants me to really challenge myself to act in a better manner.

Another challenge has been the post-graduation/future career decision... It has been lingering in the back of my mind since February as I have thought of SEVERAL possibilities on what I should do when I "grow up." Dr. Erwin and my co-workers have had open ears to my thoughts and feelings with what I'm thinking about. They are also super amazing with weighing options with me with a new possibility - Nursing and later pursuing Nurse Practitioner. That idea has circulated my cranium several times but rarely was given much interest to the rest of my body systems. I have looked into the prerequisites and whatnot to see if I would have a chance at applying and getting into schools in Texas. I do have a chance but I have to take Microbiology and Philosophy. That wouldn't be bad if I could take them at a small college/juco after I graduate at A&M. I dare take them since I have 15 hours left to complete before Graduation in December!!!

So after a calm horseback ride this evening with a friend's cousin, I came home to exclaim a new option that is really appealing to my head, heart and mind. If you have opinions or suggestions, I'm open to all. I love y'all for reading this and I hope to be posting pictures soon. I'm terrible at remembering to take them because it's either a big Nikon around my neck so I'm not in the picture or my phone...Yeah. I suck at remembering to just take pictures...sorry!

Rolling in deep thoughts...AC

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Reasons V. Feelings

I told a friend tonight that "there's a reason for my feelings and feelings for my reasons..." when conversing about a decision I had made this weekend about a recent interest. Of course, we all know the saying, "Everything happens for a reason" but it's our reaction to event and our feelings that swarm us before, during and after that reason occurs. I hope I can make sense of that all now...

I have had a interest in a particular boy since I was 15. We dated for over a year and parted ways before our senior year in high school. I was busy. He was busy. It was a bad break up for me since he was my first true love. Hopefully, my parents aren't rolling their eyes about me putting my emotions and thoughts to y'all via internet but HEY! It's my blog... Anyways... We became friends again while I was away and he stayed in EC. Little to know, the boy would send me beautiful flowers the day after Valentine's Day this year and tried to rekindle the relationship. Long story short, I was putting all my heart, mind & soul (110 percent!) into trying to get this boy to really commit but I was only getting 10% back. I'm not going to badmouth him at all because he is a hard-working gentleman but...I'm gonna stop there.

Everything happens for a reason...

And that is why I have TWO awesome opportunities to take my mind off the heartache!

1 - I am currently working for Dr. Melissa Kainer Erwin, M.D., P.A. for the summer. I'm not sure how long I will be with her but it was a week today since I started. It's been a whirlwind of a week that's kept me busy all day, learning new things, problem solving, communicating, making friends, and coming home very tired and weary of answering another telephone until the next day. I hope that I can make her proud every day with the accomplishment of helping her and the staff as well as performing above and beyond what I thought myself could do in her office. She also has my brain gears turning about really going for the gold...as in grad school gold. So let's just I love it there and my parents love her even more since she's making those gears turn!

2 - I am a part of a diverse group of young adults who will be putting on a Young Adult ACTS Retreat in August. I had signed up to get picked for team earlier this year and prayed off and on about it. I'm very blessed to be able to team and collaborate with others on not only our faith but cohesion of ideas, personalities, and schedules. It's hard to put this kind of retreat on with college-age kids and slightly older. The team is made up of 19-28 year old's. I feel once we get more comfortable with each other, it's going to be a lot of fun and fellowship. I've been able to meet new people and work with friends I haven't talked to in a few years. It makes me really want to stop up my faith game to see what the Big Man upstairs has in store for me.

Everything happens for a reason...

So from broken atria & ventricles to ringing of the ears to rekindled spirits...no matter what, I just need to trust in the Lord, believe in myself, and keep striving for the better outcome whether good or bad things get in my way. I talk to a lot of friends about the different paths the Lord puts in front of us. It is our decision to chose the one that fits us best at the point and time. We may stumble but that's why we have Him to help us get back in the saddle. One of my favorite Christian songs is Walk by Faith by Jeremy Camp. I belt it out whenever I need a little pick-me-up. Do me a favor and look up the lyrics or watch it on YouTube or listen on iTunes - whatever suits you best.

Thank you for reading to my wordy fingers. I wish y'all a blessed Memorial Weekend and safe travels.

Gig 'em & God Bless - AC

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Throw & Go, Baby!

Yes! That's been my mood lately. I just throw stuff together at the last minute and make the best of it! But what's the best of all is that I just found out I made a 4.0 this semester! WHOOP! Hard work is finally paying off! I may not be certain what I want to do career-wise but it made my GPA go up 0.1 and that puts me in a little better mood to try harder to get into and possibly apply for Grad schools. So I'm gonna try to keep throwing up the info, getting the A's and finish college in December with a BANG! If you want to hold me up to that, you're more than welcome to. Please send me bi-weekly reminders if you'd like to hold that responsibility. Haha...just kidding!

As for explaining the remainder of this weird mood, I had to throw around a lot of eye doctors to get in to see one...FINALLY...on Thursday before I headed back up to CS for Graduations. I started with Victoria...which led me to Hallettsville...thinking about my Doc in CS and finally gave into Dad's friendly pressure of using my resources for the EC clinic. Thank the Lord, I got an appointment that afternoon! I found out the reasons more my dry, irritable eyes that wouldn't allow me to wear contacts for more than 6 hours at a time = Giant Papillary Conjunctiva or as they call GPC. No need for explaining because that is Google's job. He sent in a Rx for anti-inflammatory drops and changed my contact solution to Clear Free. Opti-Free is chemical-based and can cause these sort of things after a couple of years. So Thursday I will be going a week without contacts and I'll probably try wearing them Friday.

Graduation weekend was throw & go as well! I headed up Thursday and we danced the night away at Harry's. Sad to say that was the only time I went this semester!  Friday I didn't sleep in but got adjusted by a new Chiropractor in the same office I've been going to for awhile. I wasn't displeased by my visit but I miss Dr. Dan. He's just a happy-go-lucky and health-oriented Doc. After I got home and changed, I headed over to the Skow's to help prepare lunch for Bryce & Tyler Socha's Graduation celebration. It was a great get-together with a lot of food and friends. That night I volunteered to DD a few to the Gates of North. Stacey & I didn't stay long but we did enjoy some amazing pizza at Antonio's. Shoot, it's graduation weekend. We don't count calories...oh but I wish I would've...I am feeling those extra calories this week. Oh well, no regrets. Saturday, Stacey & Megan graduated so I worked hard on their cake & cupcakes. I did the special Red Velvet recipe that Shelby & Courtney found and whipped it up. I haven't decorated a cake since HS but I did a pretty good job! Their ceremony wasn't until 2pm so I headed out for a lesson with Aubrey. Strutt was an amazing ride and our lesson was truly one of my favorites! We jumped a few different jumps and worked on staying out of the saddle until landing with the correct lead.

Sunday, we headed down to the River for Mother's Day. Wasn't really fair to Mom because she did a lot of work preparing all the fixing for hamburgers. Shelby grilled them and they were amazing. Meemaw impressed us all with an impeccable Lemon 7-Up Pound Cake! Didn't do much jet-skiing but my cousins had a great time driving/riding. I finally got a better go at backing up the stupid jet-ski trailer but it's still a small pain in my rear.

Well here's to y'all and another week of May. Hoping it doesn't go by too quickly because I have a lot going on this week!

Until next time and hopefully pictures...
AC

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

My Oh My!

It's been a semester! Sorry for my absence for 2.5 months. I know I could've blogged in that time but I was being lazy and have found two better time-taker-uppers called Pinterest & Twitter! Pinterest is an amazing site to share ideas for food, home, DIY projects, fashion, etc. Twitter is just as popular, if not more, than Facebook. I spend an equal amount of time on both but Pinterest wins for the most time wasted since it takes forever to get to the "end" of a page.

Let me just recap y'all from my last post in February...

At the end of February, I had a most of exams going on in the midst of trying to decide on a career. I chose not redirect my path from Physical Therapy to Athletic Training. Well let's just say it's changed many times since then...haha...Yes, I am very indecisive.

March - Started off with Mom's birthday on the 2nd.
Participated in my 1st Eventing Show and came home with a 5th place ribbon.
Met with an advisor at A&M Rural Health School.
Went to COSTA RICA for a entire week to celebrate Jace & Natalia's nupitals. And you think our weather is hot down here...Nope, it was a constant sweat fest down there. But it was amazingly beautiful and breathtaking with all the vegetation and animals. I slightly conquered my fears of heights with zip-lining, repelling and Tarzan-swinging but I was still scared sh*tless (pardon my French) almost the entire time. Yes, Mother & Father, that word belongs in this post!!
Upon returning, I started a GRE prep course even though I am still not sure I will take the GRE. And that was a hard and long class that took up 2.5 hours twice a week for month. I think I became slightly brain dead within that time because I had so much going on!
Attended the Huffines Discussion. It is a research program based in my department that brings in 8 different distinguished people from around the nation to talk about their research and how they could or are changing our society.
Went with a group of girls to try on bridesmaids dresses in Austin for a friend's wedding but I am sadden to say that I will not be a bridesmaid because they called off their engagement.

April - Signed up for my online class at WCJC for the summer.
Came home for to EC for 2 days to celebrate Easter with the Bram side of the family - it's always so nice to sit and just talk with some of our not-much-older cousins with their kids running all around.
Upon returning to CS to sing at Easter Vigil and Sunday. Mom & Dad came up to celebrate with church and a very nice Sunday buffet and continued celebrating Shelby's 21st that Monday! Shelby had a test on Tuesday so we couldn't get crazy until Wednesday and let's just say the Piano Bar night at The Tap treated Shelby the right way for a 21st celebration...if you know what I mean?! hahaha
I also celebrated my horse trainer's daughter's 1st birthday Easter Saturday afternoon. Kids grow up too fast!
I dropped the Anatomy class I was retaking because I wasn't going to make an A. So that put me down to 10 hours...
Taught my 2nd yoga lesson at A&M; 1st as a TA and finally decided to sign up to get my yoga certification.
Chilifest was a success. Friday, I drank some beer and stood far away from getting beer slung on me. The music was awesome and upon returning on Satuday, it was a nice overcast day but we were covered in dirt and surrounded by friends so I had fun but still don't think it's my cup of tea.
Went to a Dressage schooling show with Strutt and won 1st place on both of my tests. Our scores didn't improve but I feel I've become a better rider by learning different techniques between jumping & dressage.
Got a little anxiety with registerring for my last semester of classes at A&M. And because of that, I had to get forced into 3 of the 5 classes I needed, so I was a nervous wreck for a couple of weeks, hoping that I would get the class times I wanted. I finally did..last week...ugh!
Shelby & I sang at Brooke & Chad's wedding and it was just a beautiful sight from the beginning of the afternoon to the late of the night at the ranch, where their reception was held. Thank the Lord I got smart and took boots to the ranch because the sod got soggy & muddy...
A few of my girlfriends & I went to La Bodega for a shaker date and ended up having an eventful evening from tequila to shopping to karaoke at Paddock Lane. Sad to say we didn't win the $50 singing contest.
And the next morning, the Hangover monster attacked while I took my last Athletic Injuries exam. Yes. I didn't want to go to NG so I could study but I only needed 20 of 60 points to make the A. So I rebelled and luckily, I came out on the winning side and made a 56/60! But never will I take an exam hungover AGAIN!
The last Saturday in April, I surprised Emily by traveling down to HBU to watch her last softball game in Texas. Glad I did because they didn't have a great outing at their conference tourney in Georgia and are waiting for a bid to their national tourney.
I turned in my Exercise Physiology take-home Final and am still waiting to find out what I made in the class. As of now, I have all A's in 7 of my 10 credit hours. Just waiting, hoping & praying my e-mails and talks with my prof and hard work on the final pay off!

So I've moved home for the summer in EC. I will be working part-time at The Crossing with Miss Sallie. I am hoping to help coach Summer League Volleyball and Little League Softball. I'm working on putting together some summer workouts to keep me off the couch and not bored with just running in the summer heat. I also made team for the Summer Young Adult ACTS retreat, which I am super stoked about! But am counting down the days until Scott, Cassey, (extra ticket for whoever) & I attend Nickelback's concert June 2nd! It's going to be one of the highlights of my summer!

Sorry this blog was long but I was just trying to cover the bases and hope to blog at least once a week throughout the summer with some pictures. Yes. I know my blog is very boring and sad without pictures but I'm horrible at remembering to take pictures!!!

Love y'all - AC

Saturday, February 25, 2012

What an end to a month!

As I am sitting in bed, collecting my thoughts over what I have done today and what I need to get done tomorrow, it just astonishes me how I've made it through the past few years. I'm saying this because I had an exam Thursday evening and have 4 this upcoming week. The 2 hardest exams will be Monday of course!

Back to the past...I had a crazy, different roomie freshman year until I lived alone for the spring semester while being busy as a bee as a softball manager. I enjoyed being alone and had great supportive friends during that time who I had a lot of fun with when I did have time to party. I made okay grades that year but I lived and breathed softball and that job became a priority.

My sophomore year was when Shelby joined me in our humble abode. It was the adjustments to living with another homo sapien that kept me on my toes with a harder course load in the fall. Of course, there was the time Shelby came home saying she was changing to Pre-Med. We were a little awestruck by that one but she changed her mind and stuck with business/pre-law. Oh this one is even better! Shelby had traveled to Austin to watch Meredith Bard play volleyball and came home proclaiming she was transferring to t.u. because she LOVED austin. I almost threw up but I'm sure Great Papaw was jumping for joy in heaven.  But once again, changed her mind. Plus! Who wouldn't want to live with me in my awesome house?! haha... And there was that football season which was alright but it was memories made that fall that were amazing. Dating a cadet in the band and sitting up-close and personal with the action on the 1st deck! Heck yes! James was a gentleman but that relationship lasted a short 5 months but we still are acquaintances. But because of my struggles, I finally reached out to a horse trainer and began lessons in the English discipline. Boy, was that my release. My go-to-activity to get my head straight. You have to physical and mentally do so much on the back of a horse that it frees your mind from everything...except on bad days...then it gets difficult to concentrate and I cry so Aubrey listens.

Junior to say the least was a hard transition. I made a lot of mistakes and cannot say I would take them back because that's how I learned! Courtney Janak moving in was not a mistake! From taking that wretched physics that summer, we became closer when she moved in and began a long-lasting friendship that I cherish everyday. Unfortunately, she became a buffer to some of Shelby and I's arguments. That's what sisters are for? Anyways, I started getting nervous about graduating and getting into PT school so I started researching more, talking to more advisors, and it wasn't until that summer of 2011 that I began shadowing an awesome PT. But last spring was a whirlwind. Taking 2 science courses and carrying 15 hours was difficult for me. It was even more difficult for me to not help provide for my education now that I did not have job. Money isn't everything but it stresses me out. That summer was great too! I joined the summer choir at St. Mary's and just have the itch to sing praises all the time now!

Now I'm in my final spring semester in my undergraduate career. Time has flown and friends have come and gone but I truly embrace being able to attend this school and incorporate the diversity it brings to my life. I originally wanted to complain in this post about the stupid hard exams I have this week but I wanted to reflect more on the good than the bad. I've been very blessed. And I am very thankful yet I still have a ways to go and I cannot let go of my sights, dreams, hopes, wishes and abilities.

Thanks for reading...and I leave y'all with this...

"Ask & it will be given to you;
seek & you will find;
knock & the door will be opened to you."

- Matthew 7:7


...we're cool Aggies...


Saturday, February 18, 2012

Kudos to the Teachers!

Praise to y'all and your hard work that each one of y'all do!

I'm saying this because I'm having to make a simple lesson plan for a yoga routine and it's hard as heck! My good darling friend, Stacey Gillis, has been student teaching this semester. I've seen at first hand her evening routine of making lesson plans and creating things for her 1st graders to do in class. Bless her heart because she's tired all the time! I'm a third way finished with my lesson plan and I'm already tired of seeing it! So here's something for the teachers in my life...

A Teacher's Prayer - Help me to be a fine teacher, to keep peace in the classroom, peace between my students and myself, to be kind and gentle to each and every one of my students. Help me to be merciful to my students, to balance mercy and discipline in the right measure for each student, to give genuine praise as much as possible, to give constructive criticism in a manner that is palatable to my students. Help me to remain conscientious enough to keep my lessons always interesting, to recognize what motivates each of my students, to accept my students' limitations and not hold it against them. Help me not to judge my students too harshly, to be fair to all, to be a good role model, but most of all Lord help me to show your love to all of my students. Amen


On to the learning at my level...I finally have been having some success on exams. I am retaking Chem 1 to get an A...I made a 98.5 on my first exam!!! Whoop! And this week, I made a 93 on my Athletics Injuries exam. It is very crucial that I make an A in this class since I am going to be applying to the entry-level Master's program in Athletic Training here at A&M. I have 5 exams and a couple quizzes coming up in the next 2 weeks. So it's going to be stressful but I'm going to be getting on the studying ball as soon as I get my brain functioning in the morning. I'm going to get through it though because of  2 things - 1) I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. 2) There's a horse show on March 4th (Mom's birthday weekend) in Bellville. I was not able to attend the 1st show since it was cancelled to the heavy rain we had at the beginning of February.

Another reason to be praising the Lord is that my Aunt Rhonda finished her radiation treatments on Monday! Please keep her in your prayers so that she may heal and become stronger and hopefully no more cancer!

Thank you all for your eyes and ears and guidance for the past few years. It really means a lot to me because without y'all, I wouldn't have molded into the young lady I am now. Dad, you especially have been encouraging and confidence-boosting and I appreciate that greatly.

With love and thanksgiving,
AC

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Just One of Those Days...

I started this day with a tweet ending with "Lord, I hope this day is good." That is the title of one of my favorite songs resung by Brandon Rhyder. It's a really good song and I like to listen to it when I'm happy, sad, angry or whatever! Well...I don't know if this day was good except He did keep me and my family safe on our trip to Houston in the treacherous rain. And thank you Lord for the rain! But that was one of the three songs I'm going to reference in this post.

We trekked to Texas Woman's University at the Medical Center in Houston for their Open House. We heard several speakers on admissions, financial aid, why we should choose TWU, & then go listen to stuff about our interested field of study. Mom, Dad & I sat in with the PT stuff then got to take a tour of the classrooms and labs. Really cool stuff but...

Before we left, I asked the admission's lady how competitive I would be with a low GPA, great resume, lots of shadowing, etc. etc. and her answer was pretty crystal clear that I wouldn't be competitive at all even if I made amazing scores on the GRE. So we headed to our vehicles & Dad decided to ride with me as I follow Mom to Carraba's. We contemplated options...and Ladies & Gentleman, I think I'm reconsidering my career path. I don't want to specifically announce what it is but it will still be medical-related. Even Dad had noticed that I am losing some of my "want to learn" spark and said that I needed some time off from school. I will still graduate in December and weight out my options within the next months.

As I headed home, I phoned a couple of friends for their incite & guidance & opinions. Ultimately, it is my choice. It is my life. I do want to succeed and help others. I just have to made the right decisions that will help guide me in my best interests, with the good Lord willing.


And if you have noticed my somber mood within this blog, I have some very sad news. Mom & Dad arrived home to find our beloved 15 year old Boston Terrier, Valentine, had passed to doggy heaven. I'm trying to hold back the water works while typing but it's inevitable. That dog brought a lot of happiness, laughs, and pure love and joy into our home. She is already deeply missed and I pray that God is throwing her squeaky toys in the pool for her to fetch.

"Sometimes this world feels so cold. Sometimes hope is all we have to hold. Sometimes a prayer’s our only hope."
 - Sean McConnell, "Prayer You Can Borrow"


I thank Him for the many blessings He has bestowed upon me, my family and friends. I have found a deeper faith with Him from all of the good and bad times in my life. And even though I am unsure of my educational and career future, I know that whatever I do, I have to do those things with the Lord in mind.

And the song that hits my heart every time I stumble...

And I'll praise You in this storm

And I will lift my hands

For You are who You are

No matter where I am

And every tear I've cried

You hold in Your hand

You never left my side

And though my heart is torn

I will praise You in this storm


Saturday, January 21, 2012

Dressage Video

Just wanted to share with y'all a little bit of what I've been working on with Aubrey. I never posted a video from the Dressage Show I did in October so here is my awarding winning test...which I will be doing again February 5th at the Eventing Show in Bellville.



"Dressage is a French term meaning 'training' and its purpose is to develop the horse’s natural athletic ability and willingness to work making him calm, supple and attentive to his rider" (USDF website).

I found this "Spectator's Guide" on the same website and thought it was interesting and little humorous.

Like any sport, watching dressage is more interesting the more you know about it. Dressage tests used at shows are divided by graduated levels, from the most basic walk/trot to the Grand Prix test that is the same test that is used in the Olympics. The tests are divided into separate movements, and the judge gives a score for each movement. The score sheets are then totaled to determine class results. It will help you understand what is going on if you can get a copy of the test you are watching, plus here are some additional thoughts:


1. Less is More
In dressage, the less you see the rider do, the better, because that means he is communicating with his horse quietly and his horse is attentive -- they are working as a team.

2. Good Figures
Circles are round and lines are straight, a precept true in geometry and dressage. A 20-meter circle should go from one side of the arena to the other, a 10-meter circle only half way across. A horse should not weave on a straight-line movement.

3. Tempo and Rhythm
Rhythm is the repetition of footfalls. A sound dressage horse has only three correct rhythms – a four-beat walk, two-beat trot, three-beat canter. Tempo is the speed of repetition of strides. Every horse should have a consistent tempo throughout the test that is controlled by the rider, a tempo so obvious you could sing a song to it.


4. Naughtiness
Horses, like people, have good days and bad days and days when they are just feeling a little too good. Naughtiness in horses can be exhibited in bucking, rearing, tossing of the head, or even jumping out of the dressage ring.


5. Tension
During a test, the horse needs to remain calm, attentive and supple. If the horse gets tense, he gets rigid through his neck and back, which can exhibit itself in stiff movement, ears that are pinned back and a tail that swishes constantly and doesn’t hang arched and quietly swinging.


6. Rider Seat and Position
The rider should sit upright quietly and not be depend on his whip, spurs or voice to have a nice test. Riders who use their voice have points deducted off their test score for that movement.


7. Whipped Cream Lips
When a horse is relaxed in his jaw and poll (the area just behind his ears), he releases saliva, you might see white foam around his lips and mouth. That is a good sign as it means he is attentively chewing on his bit and comfortable in his work. The amount of white foam varies from horse to horse.


8. Horses and Flight
Horses have two main mechanisms for protection from danger: they run and they kick. Remember to always allow plenty of room for the horses at a show and never approach any horse without first alerting the rider that you are doing so.


9. Scary Stuff
Horses have the strangest aversions: plastic grocery bags can remind them of Satan’s minions and an opened umbrella can cause bolting to three states over. Again, use caution at horse shows and think before you toss away noisy garbage, open an umbrella or put on and take off plastic rain ponchos or blankets in the stands.


10. SSSSHHHH!
Focus is important during any test, from Training Level to Grand Prix, so remember to be courteous and follow the rules by staying about 15 meters (45 feet) feet back from the competition ring and remaining as quiet as possible during rides. If you have any questions about where you may stand or sit, check with the ring steward.


Hopefully this helped to get some insight into what I've been talking about when I come home. Dressage has helped me become a better rider and horseperson. It's a very exhilarating sport and when I finished my 1st two tests, I was hooked. So the eventing show is a trial to see what I really want to concentrate on. I'm sure Mom would appreciate me just doing dressage since I wouldn't be crashing & burning at jumps anymore.

Have a great weekend!

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Still Can't Fall Asleep...

Yes, I'm awake. Yes, it's a school night. Yes, I have to wake up with the sunrise to go volunteer at the hospital. And I can't believe I'm still awake because the Super Step class I took today almost kicked my butt! Yes, almost...I wanted to give up. I took an extra water break because my shoulder was really bothering me and then I got dizzy but I got back at it. Man, I sweated some serious toxins out! That instructor is intense! She's been teaching step since 2004! I really like her because she pushes you and wants you to have fun yet feel the burn.

I went to my Tuesday/Thursday classes today. I start at 9:35 with Athletic Injuries then Anatomy 2 and Chem 2. I'm retaking Anatomy & Chem to attempt to get A's to apply for PT school this summer. Athletic Injuries is going to be a fun yet devious class. He is a part-time trainer for the tennis teams and rehab center at the Bright Athletic Complex for A&M and part-time teacher. He shows a lot of YouTubes on people getting hurt. Such as...


Ouch. We watched it about 8x and laughed towards the end. He's a really interesting dude and hopefully I stay prepared for his class because we have 11 unannounced quizzes. Yes, 11. If we get that many in, he will drop our lowest...cha-ching!

Anatomy & Chem were almost deja-vu without me having the weird mind flashback and head shake. I have the same prof's so hopefully and diligently I can repeat them but with a more successful outcome.

Tomorrow I will begin another semester of shadowing a PT at The Med. I follow a wonderful lady named Peggy around the Rehab hallway assisting her and patients' needs. Then I'll take off to a meeting with a teacher who is looking for a couple TA's for her yoga classes since she had knee surgery and is unable to pose for her students. That would be a M/W ordeal for me if I get the role. Then I had to get an ink cartridge, change clothes (probably in my car), grab a Subway sandwich & head to my Exercise Physiology class at 4:10. After that, I'll probably print more dead trees out before I head to Yoga Beatz at the Rec @ 6:45.

I'm trying to take a minimum of 4 ReXercise classes a week to get in shape and look more fit/healthy for our Spring Break/Wedding trip to Costa Rica. I have no excuses since I bought the $60 Unlimited class pass today ($10 discounted for this week only) and have already put the classes I'm going to attended regularly on my Google calendar. Yes, I bought an Android smart phone just so the Google account I have will automatically sync to my phone and/or computer!

Until the next time...


And here's a picture from my 1st Duck Hunt with the Boys (Bryce Skow & Adam Shimek) in Matagorda back in December...No, they are not midgets. I was standing on a...old pier leg made of gravel? I have no clue what it really was but I dominated it...

Friday, January 6, 2012

Night Owl

I told myself this break I would be getting my rest, working out, and catching up with my family and friends. Well I have a week left and I have been averaging about 6-7 hours of sleep a night, working at Miss Sallie's instead of working out, and mostly being lazy when I'm at home consuming my time with Pinterest and television = watching House or football and thinking about the things I could make from Pinterest. I've really enjoyed this Christmas break because...

I've gotten closer to my friend Cassey Janak (no relation to Courtney) who is the athletic trainer at the high school and 2 school grades my elder.

I went on my 1st duck hunt with my guy friends in Matagorda. Thank the Lord for safety and their gun knowledge since my gun got jammed but we were REALLY successful!

A week later, I went on my 1st dove hunt with my dad and his buddies. I shot down 5 and had a swell time hanging out and talking with a bunch of "wise" men.

Had an amazing Christmas with both sides of the family. Santa was even kind enough to keep my subtle hints in mind and brought me a 20 gauge shotgun! Later, Big Steve traded it for a 12 gauge and got $100 back. Scott Arbuckle said I should've become the rightful owner of the Benjamin but I'll ask for it later for the horse show I'm going to do in February.

I was able to stay at my Aunt Lori & Uncle John's for a night and take Sydney (almost 15) to the El Maton dance and get the horses their shots the following day. I CANNOT BELIEVE that Santa brought me Rocket 10 YEARS AGO!!! I really miss that horse but I just don't have enough time. Hopefully I can keep him long enough for him to become my kid's horse.

I helped Mom & Dad organize a little New Year's Eve party. It turned out really great. I hope everyone had a splendid time and is having a Happy & Healthy New Year! I skipped out on the champagne toast and sang at 11 pm Mass that night.

I spoke to 8th graders at the middle school's College Day this Tuesday. I had a good time with the group I was with and got my "Growth Points" paper signed to turn in in March for when I start planning my December graduation.

I attended a beautiful rosary of an amazing lady who passed away on the 30th. Please keep Mrs. Nancy Krenek and her family in your prayers. She touched a lot of people's hearts and is continuing to as she is smiling down on us from Heaven.

And on Wednesday, I helped out St. Philip's, where Mrs. Krenek was an aide, so the faculty could attend the funeral. I got to substitute a 1st grade class. They were so cute & full of EVERYTHING! Before we went in from recess, I let them race me. I was nice and gave them a 3 second head start. I beat them. Oops.

Thursday, I helped Miss Sallie out before heading to Houston for a defensive driving class from 4-10 pm. I got a ticket in October so better late than ever to get it done before school starts the 17th and I have no time to do extra things. It was supposed to be funny but the instructor made his jokes into death jokes and it wasn't really funny. So the SIX of us caught on and started making fun of his jokes and the time went by faster. Supposedly if he would've let us out earlier than the required 6 hours, we could be fined $30,000 and his fine would be double or triple that amount!!!

Hope all is well in your neighborhood!
Gig 'em & God Bless!

Sorry I don't have pictures! I need to sync my phone...especially so y'all can see Dad's dog Harley!

Monday, December 19, 2011

Destressing at Home

It's supposed to be the most wonderful time of the year. I don't understand why people stress out about Christmas because it get blown over proportion and becomes materialistic instead of spiritual.

"Jesus is the reason for the season."

I know this sounds like the same old story everyone says now-a-days but I would like to destress while I am not in school for 4+ weeks. I do work at The Crossing and I truly enjoy helping out Miss Sallie but then I come home and want to relax, workout, do some crafty things and/or bake and I feel like there's something else for me to do with Dad, Mom or whoever. I'm okay with that...sometimes. Truthfully, I would love to chill out, not talk or text for a couple hours, play my guitar/piano, do some pinning on Pinterest, wrap some presents, and maybe sit by myself in my room (or go to church) and talk to the Lord. And I think that everyone needs at least 30 minutes of that kind of medicine a day. Some of us do it by watching t.v. or reading a book or maybe even...I don't know. I drew a blank. I don't mind helping out around the house. I know figured out why we were given chores when we were little.

You gotta learn to do it on your own some day so might as well start young!

Now, while I am not trying to sit here in my bed and complain because I've been told twice to clean my room from the tornado I brought back to EC with me, I really just want to say that I do listen. I can clean up after myself. I love coming home. I love hanging out with my parents and family and friends. I want to have a better relationship with everyone.

And how do you think I can accomplish all of the wants and loves? The Big Man Upstairs, of course!

Just a little praying and bible verse reading here and there plus some singing = strengthening my faith.

I hope that we all can strengthen our faith in Him, ourselves, families, friends, etc. I wish you all a very joyous and blessed Christmas season and you will be getting cards with cute photoshopped pictures soon! I just ask that you pray for my family members who are sick. If you ever need a prayer, shoot me a text and I would be happy to be mindful of your wish.

Gig 'em & God Bless!

P.S. An amazing Christmas CD to listen to is Peace on Earth by Casting Crowns. My favorite song on there is I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day. Very beautiful and moving song.

P.S.S I went on my 1st Duck Hunt with 3 of my close guy friends in Matagorda. I bagged 5 redheads and one of the boys got a Canvas Back. Made me really want to ask for a Benelli shotgun from Santa! But Santa brought me neoprene waders instead...hehe


Monday, November 21, 2011

Rings and Things

A lot has happened in the past month...smiles and tears, hot and cold weather, good and bad grades, and some other rollercoaster happenings. But let's focus on the good because the smiles always are more memorable...

Late October, I participated in my first Dressage Schooling Show. I know a lot of my readers (a.k.a. Family & Friends) don't know much about what I'm doing in the english saddle but I would like to inform you a tad bit on it. Dressage is a French term for training. Its purpose is to develop a horse's natural athletic ability and willingness to perform. At a horse's peak, it should respond to minimal aids while the rider is in a relaxed state. I wish I could show you a video of my test but I haven't asked Aubrey for it. There are a lot of YouTube videos out there and the ones that will pop up are the most advanced level (FEI World Cup or Grand Prix).

I really enjoyed my dressage show and came home with 2 Blue Ribbons with decent scores for my first outing with Strutt, 21 y.o. Quarter Horse. I am going to wait until my first few eventing shows to decided what I really want to concentrate on. I like to jump but Mom and Dad would like my seat to be more safe in the saddle than up in the air over jumps!


Now the super exciting stuff...

Shelby Suzanne got her Aggie Ring this past Friday! Whoop!


I was the photographer so of course, I have wonderful photos to show you of Shelby's amazing milestone!




Deanna Bosse, Lindsey Marik, Shelby, Courtney Janak & Me


Of course, being the silly sister she is, she has to get in the fountain!
Thank the Lord there weren't any cops around!


Having a little fun with Courtney!

Yes, we're sisters. Yes, we make funny faces. Yes, we love each other.

2 Generations of Aggie Rings - '78, '12 & '13
...and hopefully another generation to come in the future!
...a ways down the road of course...

My beautiful brunettes!


And there was a little more excitement after Friday...
We dunked our rings after we BTHO kansas! We were ladies and did "chugger" size. I drank Michelob Ultra and Shelby drank Mike's Hard Lemonade. She's a beast and downed it fairly quickly. I, on the other hand, kept the ladylike persona and drank it slow and steady because I wasn't about to puke like some of the boys did!

Meadow Creek Girls - Me, Taylor Lange & Shannon

Here we go!




And of course, the boys were drinking right after the dunked but I can promise y'all, I will not have beer for a good while.

Gig 'em!

 




Wednesday, October 19, 2011

He calls me Howdy...

It was a mistake on my part for wearing my Howdy (front), Dammit (back) t-shirt to my 2nd Ralph Hill clinic two weekends ago. So during jump crew on Saturday, Ralph called me Howdy until I was riding in my group then he used my first name. I became one of the jokes of the clinic in the barn with the adults in which one nice lady in particular started calling me Dammit. It was quite amusing to Aubrey, Jenny and I until it was time to get down to business.

This clinic was based on improving our riding skills on our horses through gymnastics on Saturday and cross country on Sunday. I got to do my first (mini) cross country course and boy, was it a large one! I was in the Beginner Novice group which is suppose to jump the maximum of 2'3 jumps. Ralph knew the horses in our group had the talent to jump Training level jumps so we were jumping logs 3 foot high and possibly taller! I was really nervous but I just prayed and put my trust into Strutt (my 21 year-old Quarter horse mount) and my borrowed whip. I have some confidence issues going into bigger jumps, especially X-C jumps ever since Angie threw me off in June. So I wrote some inspiration on my left forearm for reassurance.

"Be strong and courageous!" -Joshua 1:9

...and let me tell you, I'm glad I was put my trust in the Lord and called for my Guardian angel because I got successfully over all of the big jumps then fell at a little 2 footer right before the "ditch." Oh well, the big scary jumps were conquered and my thigh and ankle got a little banged up but life goes on and Mom worries a little bit. Sorry Mom and Dad...it's a part of learning. Thank you so much for letting me be able to do these things that make me fall but I pick myself up, get back on and move right along the course. Hint: This applies to life also but without horses, I wouldn't be sane so I really appreciate my parents for supporting me to do the things that I love to do! I love y'all!


ground poles before small oxer

square oxer
(pretty picture too!)

 awesome 2 foot bounce gymnastic series
(yes, we did 3 in a row!)

hog's back

skinny chevron
...i was really nervous about this jump but we finally conquered it!...

Jenny on Tucker, Me on Strutt and Ralph Hill 

square oxer

wide tire jump 

big LOG jump
(I know you cannot see me because of the tree but i want you to know this is the jump i was getting anxious about...i just gave Strutt a lot of leg, a little whip, and a prayer to get his butt over it!) 

us on our tired ponies...they were so good so good for us!
I'm so ready for December to get her to do my first Eventing show!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Click, Click, BOOM!

That's exactly what my volleyball team did tonight. They rocked it and beat a local team in 4 games to get the W! It was probably the best game they've played all season. I'm hoping they keep going at it and keep up the momentum into next weekend when we go to Dallas to play in a Homeschool tourney. I'm nervous and excited at the same time. I love the girls and they've come a long way but I've heard that the teams that play there are pretty Bad-A. Win or lose, I love that I was able to have this opportunity and hopefully can have another year coaching with the association.

Let me just catch up y'all up with the rest of my life:

School - It's hard. I'm only taking 12 hours but they're tough. Chemistry 2 has a lot of work and the lab sucks. Psychology of Learning is eating my lunch because I have a different professor right now...long story...and my Motor Learning & Control class is interesting but is getting harder every day. I'm hoping to catch up a little bit this weekend.

Health - I've been battling a nasty sick bug for a week and a half. It was weird how I felt it coming on but it hit me hard! I got meds called in and took those but I was still feeling under the weather and coughing horribly. So the doc gave me a steroid shot and cough pearls. I'm on mucinex max strength and nyquil. It's working but my voice is still working on coming back. Hopefully it does since I'm singing at Daily Mass tomorrow.

Horses - My parents were very gracious to pay for the clinic I'm doing this weekend in Bryan. Ralph Hill will be coaching a few people at a time all day Saturday and Sunday in Eventing. My photo on the top of my blog page is actually from the clinic I participated in with Ralph in January. I can't wait to get going with this one. I've come a long way according to Aubrey, my trainer, and hopefully all of the dressage training we worked on this summer helps me out this weekend. Just pray for all our safety and that I have trust in my horse and he has trust in me and COURAGE! I need to grow some balls... haha

Birthday - Yes, I'm 22. It's a weird age but I'm learning to embrace it. Mom and Dad were in town for the football game so they stayed for my birthday on Sunday the 25th. We went to St. Mary's as a family and even though we had to sit upstairs because 10 am Mass is always packed, I still thank them for going with me to worship the Lord and have a new and good start to the week. We then went to brunch where Duane and Jeanne Arbuckle joined us and had a great time with good food. Meemaw gave me a lovely piece of crystal then we all laid down for a quick siesta. It was just what I wanted.

And there's a lot of other little things going on in my life and I'm happy as can be! Just a little stressed every now and then but faith has brought me to be happy, strong, courageous, and grateful for everything I've been doing lately.

Here's some photos from Ring Day! WHOOP!











Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Finally!

FRIDAY is THE DAY people!!! I am finally getting my Aggie Ring with the most awesome class year on it every - 12! Whoop! How lucky did I get to have the awesome meaning of 12 on my ring?! Of course, other important years in my Aggie family are '78 and '13!

So with all of the school work I must complete, along with the quiz Friday morning, I just cannot contain the excitement of this upcoming date at the Alumni Center! My ring time is at 2:15 and hopefully we get a lot of pictures because I need to frame some things finally. So I feel if I get Ring Day pics developed, I'll start framing other pictures from the past few eventful years. I'm terrible at thinking about picture taking and framing, which is probably part of the reason why I can't remember all of the fun things I do. I definitely won't forget this day though!


 A little history of the Aggie Ring...


1) Shield: The protection of the good reputation of the alma mater.

2) 13 stripes on the shield: Original 13 states



3) Five Stars: Phases of development of the student: mind, body, spiritual attainment, emotional poise, and integrity of character.

4) Eagle: Agility & power & the ability to reach great heights and ambitions

5) Olive wreath encircling the state seal: Achievement of and desire for peace and the strength to fight.

6) Ribbon: Marks the joining of the two traits to accomplish their ambition to serve

7) Cannon: Signifies that the men of Texas fought for their land and are determined to defend it

8) Saber: Stands for valor & confidence

9) Rifle & Cannon: Symbols of preparedness & defense

10) Flags of the US & Texas: Recognize the dual allegiance to nation & state

These things signify why I should be proud and humble to be an Aggie. I may never fight for my country but I know I would like to make a difference in some way with the things that I learned and am still learning here.
I won't be able to attend Midnight Yell this week because Laura is dunking her ring! But next week, I asked Mom if she would attend Yell with me for my birthday! I'm so excited for her! So if y'all are going to be in town for the Oklahoma State game...come into town Friday night and come to Yell Practice with us!!

Gig 'em!

Monday, August 29, 2011

I Love Mondays?!

I am finished with class for the day! Isn't that odd? Well I only have one class on Mondays & Fridays so I'm going to love it. I do have volleyball practice at 12:30 so I took my time this morning. Of course, I left right on time since my class isn't far away from where I park but boy, it was crazy on the road this morning! It's always the first week rush to class to be early that I do not like but what made it worse is that today was also the first day to pull tickets for the football game verses SMU this weekend. So I sat in traffic after hitting the trashcan at the end of the driveway thinking and praying that I am going to make this a great day no matter what! I walked quickly to class and saw there was a free seat next to a girl I met last fall. The prof was a tad late and he did lecture a little but we were out 15 minutes earl. Lucky day, I'm thinking?! I walked around with Hillary finding our classes for later before heading to the computer lab to print out some papers for my yoga class tomorrow.

My Tuesdays & Thursdays are going to be very trying. I have four classes in a row from 9:35 to 3:35 - Chemistry 2, Yoga, Resist/Flex, and Psychology of Learning. Hopefully, I enjoy my P.E. classes because I've heard Resist/Flex can be hard but I've also heard it's worth it. I have great professors for my Chem & Psyc classes and hopefully I can just get my studying done and keep up. It is football season and I'm going to have to NOT be lazy and give the library some love on the weekends. I have a plan in mind how I am going to keep up with school with my busy volleyball, football, and volunteering schedule. My social life is going to have to take a big cut because I need to make good grades from now on to apply for PT school.

RING DAY is September 16th!!! WH12P!!! I cannot wait! I really wish and hope that I could get my grandparents to come up but please just keep them in your prayers because Papaw is having some issues and I'm sure testing Meemaw's patience.

"For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love. For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ." -2 Peter 1:5-8

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Trying to Fit Summer into this Nutshell of a Blog

I've gotten tired of the 30 days of pictures...I'll finish it one day. I would love to catch you all up on my life instead! So here goes my summer to current events:
  1. I started shadowing a Physical Therapist at the Physician's Center here in B/CS. I have completed roughly 70 hours of volunteer work since May! I also volunteered once a week at another PT place right around the around and will complete my minimum of 40 hours of shadowing this Monday. I'm planning on continuing my volunteer work at the Physician's Center as soon as the volleyball season is over but until then I am volunteering at The Med on Rock Prairie on Monday evenings (5-9 pm). I'm just helping nurse's out since PT only takes place during normal business hours and my schedule was swamped when I found out I got a position there because they have a long wait list of applicants.
  2. I joined the morning summer choir at St. Mary's. It was one of the best decisions I've made during my college career. I wish I would've stuck with it my freshman year but things just weren't right back then and now, it was amazing! I sang in 2 morning masses every other Sunday and oh my gosh, it was wonderful to be back on the microphone! I even brought my guitar and started getting the courage to play in public. I played in my 1st mass a few weeks ago and am singing and playing again tomorrow!
  3. Middle of the spring semester, I interviewed for a volunteer volleyball coach position with a local home school association. I got it! For those who know me, I have a passion for coaching and after being rejected by different activities with school, I was so blessed to get this position with 2 other girls coaching 14-18 year olds. We have been practicing since late June and started games 2 weeks ago. I have a talented Varsity team that I adore and love! My JV is super rookie but they learn something new every day. We just got back from a tournament in Bellville and didn't do so hot. Oh well, you win some, you lose some. But the most amazing thing is that this association is a Christian group of home schoolers. It has opened my eyes to a whole new world!  These kids are so amazing because they not only come to practice with smiles and the willingness to learn but they teach me so much about the love that Jesus has to offer each of us. That's just what they do. Love me and I love them back!
  4. With #2 & 3 combined, it has helped me deepened and strengthen my faith a little more every week this summer. Music is just so powerful. It's a cure for a lot of different things in my life. It's spiritual and emotional for me. Coaching these girls helps me watch what I say, do, think, etc. and I feel different things are changing. I think about praying more and just praising the Lord for different things I never thought about before. I give a lot of kudos to Coach Lynsi Bain too. She's so in love with Jesus, it's crazy but true love. I wish I could be that in love with the Lord but I'm taking baby steps.
  5. A few of my girlfriends took a short weekend trip to the Riverwalk in San Antonio to relax and catch up towards the end of July. We had a lot of fun with lots of food and talking! We had hot pink cactus margaritas at a roach infested restaurant and went to Coyote Ugly and had some fun dancing! We did a little bit of shopping and dressing up each other. I love our little group and can't wait for next year's annual trip!
  6. I took a 10-week Anatomy 2 course at A&M. It was tough but I made it through with a B!
  7. Unfortunately, I might be retaking it...I went to a PT Open House in Galveston @ UTMB last week and learned a lot about applying for PT school. I am applying next summer so I need to get some grades up. I'm terribly scared that it's going difficult for me to get in with a lower than average GPA. I just gotta keep my head on straight and strive for A's from now on and study, study, study and shadow!
  8. Our summer family vacation was to L'auberge du Lac in Louisiana. It was my first time to gamble!!! I ended up winning about $1300!!! I played a little bit of blackjack, a lot of slots, and learned 3 card poker (not my favorite). We ate a super nice restaurant with awesome food, got treated to a spa day, floated the lazy river, and just relaxed.
  9. I'd like this # to be for those who are needing prayer in my life. Please pray for Mrs. Gail Palone and her family - Her dad passed away last night and he was an amazing man. Please pray for Jace Arbuckle and his family and fiance - he is going in for tests at MD Anderson this coming week for a chronic condition that may need treatment. Please pray for my Pawpaw & Meemaw - He is back in the hospital for pneumonia. I know there are a lot of other prayers that are needed to be said out there but I've gone blank. I'm sure they'll come to me tonight whilst I'm saying my nightly prayers. I appreciate all of yours!
  10. I GET MY AGGIE RING IN 27 DAYS!!! WH12P!!! I'm super stoked and can't wait! Shelby & I will be dunking in November, when she gets hers!
Hope everyone is doing well! I miss and love you all!
Coach Alexis Cooper '12

 This is from today - Autumn, Meghan, Coach & Halle (with medals = All Tourney!)
 Scott & I at a Wedding - My shoes were so beautiful, they were blinding everyone haha so I had to toss them!
 Cassey Janak & I at her Sister's Wedding
 Taylor & I at the Merta Wedding
Yes the rumors were true. We Were dating...we had to test out our feelings but I ended up being wrong. And we're still best friends...Thank You Lord!
 Kindergarten Best Friends Forever!
Stacey, Erik & I at Dustin & Lianne Janak's Wedding