Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.

I went through my memories of friends and family and everything else. I don't think anything could beat high school sports. I miss playing so much. I shed a lot of blood, sweat and tears trying to be the best player I could be on the court, on the field and to my teams. I almost did not play volleyball my senior year. I'm very glad I did. I was able to play in a specified position as the defensive specialist = libero. I got to wear all black so I was excited. The first day of 2-a-days, Shelby shanked a ball off her arm into my face and it knocked out my fake tooth, which was semi-permanent at the time. I had to wear a mouthpiece from then on out. The picture above is a very special one. It was against Foster, the best team in the district and still are, and we kicked their butts in 5 games. It was hard fought and I had a career high of 22 digs. It was the most amazing volleyball game of my life and will always be.

Softball will always be a special game to me. I was very blessed to have my parent's cart me around to practices and games and tournaments to be able to play like a "man" as my old teammates would say. High school softball was different. We were like a family and Coach Wagner was like another dad who had too many girls to take care of until Coach Popp came along my senior year. I wish I would've learned to pitch better and played more travel ball. I didn't reach my full potential but I love softball and always will. I played mostly Designated Player in high school. I was a pretty good hitter but I was good because I'm scared of the ball in the dirt. You never know what it's gonna do. I was an okay catcher and 1st baseman. I hated the hotbox or 3rd base but that's what you get from a player who got the face knocked up by a softball at the age of 10. I love the picture above. It's also from my senior year. Any picture with a ball in it is a great picture. I also love my muscles in the picture. I'm trying to tone my body so you can see my muscles just standing but muscles in motion are amazing. I'm so tired of looking at dead cat muscles but that's for another day's blog!

P.S. Erin Niemeier would like me to mention her in my post today. She's sitting in school bored because they are TAKS testing and freshman only have to take one exam. She actually wore my old red jersey #25 this past season. She's too special to be a libero and wear all black ;)

Day 04 - A picture of your favorite night.

I have a lot of fun with my friends and family on most nights so I couldn't decide. I went through pictures and found myself reminiscing on the past few years. Boy, have I changed! I got "skinny" by graduation and gained some weight freshman year. I tried some different hair colors and have made many new friends. I lost the weight and am still trying to stay healthy and try new and different things. But my most favorite day came into my life a year ago in May.

This was the first lesson I had with Aubrey and Strutt. It changed my life in so many ways. Shelby took this picture on her phone and it stayed my profile picture on Facebook for a good while. I will always have a passion for horses but I've always wanted to learn the English discipline. I finally got my chance when I found Aubrey's website online. She helped me get out of a slump and put more perspective into my life with horses. They are so therapeutic to me and so much fun. I know a lot of hard work and money go into them but I wouldn't live without them. They keep me happy and alive.

 Aubrey giving me instructions aboard Strutt. This Quarter Horse just turned 21 on April 10th and is amazing! He can do it all! Aubrey's 1st daughter, Lily, was also born on Strutt's birthday so it was a special day for her and Ben.

This is Angie. If you've kept up with my blog, she's the mare I lease from Aubrey. From the time I met this mare, I've felt a special bond with her. This picture was from my first lesson on her. Her temperament is usually higher and spunky but the first ride we had, Aubrey said she was a different horse. She's not the easiest horse to ride but that's what keeps me challenging myself to improve. It still takes a lot for Angie to give me kisses but I finally got one from her on Sunday! Hopefully, Angie and I will be going out to our first jumping show soon!

Happy Trails!

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

I don't have a favorite because I'm a t.v. lover. I could watch it all day with Dad and you better not comment on what he's watching because he won't change it (hahaha, love ya Dad!), cooking shows with Mom, Bravo or MTV with Megan during "nap time" or relaxing with Shelby and watching our favorite week night shows.
So here's my top picks:

The Biggest Loser



 I've proclaimed before that if I could get my act together, as in get my butt in shape, I'd be the next Jillian Michaels, especially since she's leaving the show :( I think the show is not only making a difference in those people's lives but their families, friends and communities' lives as well. It takes so little yet to much to become healthier. I want to lead a healthier lifestyle with my big sweet fake tooth but I also would love to be a trainer of some sort one day.

Glee

I just became a "gleek" this season. I would love to watch the previous season but I do not have the time at the moment. I can say Megan Martin got me hooked. I would love to be a real gleek like seriously star on the show. I love the singing, dancing, drama, and the current issues each episode portrays. I suggest that you have the sex talk with your kids before you allow them to watch this show.

Grey's Anatomy

I have loved this show since it began. It's amazing how everything has changed and lately it has disappointed me. The "musical event" episode was very disappointing. I found it sappy and melodramatic like an opera instead of an evening drama that usually has me on my toes. Please put something spicy on soon!

House



I only watch the rerun marathons. I wish I could actually learn from these shows but seriously, who would literally take in the facts about serious unknown diseases of the patients on the show. It interests me how these actors can portray doctors and give off all of the facts they do in the 39ish minutes they are actually on film.

Private Practice

This show was not my favorite when Addison left Grey's but now I prefer it over Grey's lately. I secretly despise this show because I still have this underlying want to be a midwife but I would be in school for forever. I'll stick with sports & PT.

Say Yes to the Dress



Megan & I like to watch this show and it's reruns during "nap time." I wish we could have more of those afternoons but I'll be taking Anatomy 2 this summer, all summer in Aggieland. Wish me luck! Anyways, who does not dream about going shopping at Kleinfeld's?! Shelby, Megan & I have stated we would go there in a heartbeat as soon as one of us got engaged. I think I can live without by going to Emily's store in Houston. Save the NY trip for another time girls to get away later in life.

Sports Center

My sports fix for the day/week/weekend when I have the chance to watch it. It covers the highlights of what's happening in the sports world and my favorite part is when the do the Not So Top 10 of the week. haha

Top Chef

I also watch the reruns of this show because I just can't spare much more of my DVR! Plus, I love the reruns when they're back-to-back on a Saturday afternoon so I fold laundry or clean my room and watch it.

Teen Mom



Two words: Birth Control. Not kidding. I mean you don't know what all goes on but there are some good and bad stories on this show. It just finished its second season and it was ok. There is 1 girl I really care about, 2 that are ok, and 1 is just plain white trash from the east coast. Ugh, it frustrates me. I know they get paid for the show but they are always stating how they have no money or support or etc. Cry me a river! You should've been abstinent or used a condom. I still like the show because it makes me think.

Hope you enjoyed my explanations and give some of these shows a shot. I watch a lot of tv but I do it to relax from school like what I'm doing right now instead of packing for my trip to Atlanta for the National Collegiate 4-H Conference this weekend.

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for the longest.

Emily Bergstrom & I call each other "Kindergarten Best Friends." I'm pretty sure that's when we met and us blondes hit it off. Through the years at St. Philip's, our teachers would get us mixed up if we were in the same class because we looked a lot alike back in the day - blonde, chubby, blue eyes, yet athletic. We played softball since I began pitching machine and she was learning to pitch. I have caught for her throughout little league and really miss it. I did sneak away from school a few weeks ago to go watch her play at Prairie View. She's still fanning them with her lefty attack! I really miss softball but I miss playing with her the most. I love Emily so much! We have stayed close via long phone conversations that are always long over due, e-mails, facebook and most importantly, our long walks & talks. I wish we could go on one right now! We used to plan our lives out when we were little. Now that we're older, we see the world differently. I don't think we'll be getting married by the time we're 23. She wants to go to medical school and I want to go to Physical Therapy school. Big dreams for small town girls that I know we'll be friends forever!

30 Day Picture Challenge

So this is the latest thing to do on Facebook. I haven't been posting pictures on Facebook since September because my digital camera is broken. I am also not wanting to hand over my photos to the social networking site to take them over anymore. I want to do this challenge with my close family & friends just for fun! It probably will not be every day but I will follow up with it when I have time.

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts.

1. I have a cadaver bone graft on my maxilla.
2. I love the diabetic oatmeal cookies my Meemaw makes for my Papaw.
3. I like to eat red pepper flakes or garlic salt on my food.
4. I love to be around my parent's friends.
5. I miss playing the piano regularly.
6. My dream job would be owning a training center for athletes, a deli/bakery with my sister while she owns her dream jello shot bar.
7. I think Step Aerobics is the most awesome class at A&M. I get credit hours & a workout all in one!
8. According to Shelby & Courtney, I'm obsessed with horses = very true :)
9. I'm a procrastinator and a messy organized person but my Dad likes to call me a slob.
10. Just love being a Loud & Proud Class of 2012 Aggie! Whoop!

Family Love

I'm trying to become more "biblically-based." So here is a verse that I think suits my post tonight:

"Put on then, as God’s chosen ones, holy and beloved, compassionate hearts, kindness, humility, meekness, and patience."

-Colossians 3:12
 
As most of you know, my Pawpaw Cooper has been going through a hard year of in's and out's of hospitals and doctors. The last trip to Methodist in Houston included an emergency double bypass surgery, breathing treatments, and trying to get PawPaw to eat to gain weight. The poor guy weighs a few pounds more than I do! I love him and my Meemaw to death and I appreciate the prayers that everyone sent to the good Lord for our family. He spent 3 weeks in the hospital and after numerous trips my parents and many others made, he was released to go home last week on Wednesday.
 
When Mom went to Houston to pick them up, Dad was working and I was home alone. I spent most of my Spring Break getting a tan; that is, washing cars in the driveway in my bikini top, shorts, & visor. You have to know that for most of my life I have hidden myself under big clothes and have hated bathing suits. I still do not care for sand or the beach but I have started becoming more comfortable in my own skin and last week, I released my self conscious body into the public vicinity of our driveway.
 
Back to the real story, I washed Meemaw's car for her. As I was sudsing up and rinsing it off, I prayed and thought and pondered over everything that my family member's have gone through. I often think and praise the Lord for how blest I am to have an amazing family. I also thank Him for his graciousness that He has bestowed on each person that has touched my life in a special way. And beside graciousness, I was also able to experience one of the most moving things of my life.
 
As they rolled into the driveway, I helped Pawpaw out and into the house to go to the bathroom. Everyone was exhausted and they were ready to get back home. I helped Pawpaw to the car and as Meemaw tried to discuss medications with my parents, my dad tried to get her in the car and we started to say our goodbyes. Pawpaw began to cry. He could barely talk. He was overwhelmed with gratefulness and so many more emotions that I can't explain because he was getting to go home. He thanked my Mom first, then my dad and I told him goodbye and I loved him. I held it together but let me tell you, I felt something consume me. It was powerful and I still can't explain it.
 
As we walked inside, Dad explained that they needed to get home to rest. He also said that Pawpaw thought he wasn't going to make it out of the hospital this time. I was stricken with anxiety because that's what happens when people bring death up. I do not and cannot deal with it. I'm working on it with the Big Man and it's a tough subject for me to swallow. But I can explain two things:
 
1) Prayer, in any form or fashion, is powerful.
2) Family is also a infallible force.
 
Thank you for reading this and being a part of my life. I thank you all who have made an impact in my life and continue to pray for me and my sister as we journey through our young adult lives. Thank you doctors & nurses & anyone else who has helped my family in all sorts of ways.
 
Gig 'em & God Bless!

Possibly...

My new and soon to be favorite hobby is Eventing. It consists of stadium jumping, dressage and cross country. Aubrey took me along with another student to Pine Hill in Bellville. They have a very nice yet relaxed facility that allows us to school/train for a small fee. We schooled the cross country and Aubrey had Ben (her husband) was nice to film our adventures. Aubrey made this video of our day's highlights which I would like to share with y'all.

Ok, back to studying for Anatomy lab...joy...

Bible Verse of the Day: Psalm 115:1

XoXo

Set Me Free!

Finally, it's been a long day/week but I am finally done with exams. I still have homework tonight but Courtney is going to help me while I attempt to complete it. I have to it's due tomorrow and I would like to go out or see a movie with Stacey. Let me tell you, it's been 2 hectic weeks. I went to Victoria 2 weekends ago to celebrate Emily Bergstrom's birthday and watch her play softball. I really do miss softball but I'm a lot more happier now!

I came back to CS to find out I didn't get a callback interview for Muster Hosts but a ride on my pony cured that until I had to study for Anatomy lab and exam. I finally made a 100 on a lab quiz and started dissecting our "died from natural causes" cat. We named her kit-T. It was funny at the time when we were locating her upper chest & arm muscles. I thought we were going to have to skin it but we got lucky. Thursday night was my Anatomy lecture exam. Oh it was rough. I found out yesterday (he's slower than frozen molasses) that I made a 76 :( Not what I expected or wanted but I just have to bust butt from now on! I also had an Abnormal Psychology exam Friday which I did not study enough for and made an 84. Again, not what I wanted but I'll have to make do and bust more glutieus maximus on the next 2 exams.

The weekend was tiring but Shelby & I went to see PawPaw in the hospital on Friday. It was good to see Meemaw & him but I just wish I could help him physically. I am praying for him and a full recovery. I'm always open to prayer requests as well. Saturday, I spent my day catching up on sleep, studying Chemistry, and going to reviews. I was going to go to the last Women's Basketball game but homework was more important.

Monday, I had my skills test in my Step Aerobics class. Some percentage of our grade is our aerobic fitness so they make us run a timed 1.5 mile run (you can race walk too), sit ups, push ups, and flexibility reach. I don't have to test out of push ups because I have a lovely PT note :) I did beast on my run and sprinted 1st to the finish at 13:22. Dang it. Full credit is 12:30 or under. I'm going to train for this and get it! I had 40 sit ups in a minute - 6 away from full credit. I got 5 inches on my sit-and-reach and 9 is full credit. Ugh...I was pooped but the workout today was amazing because I'm now putting 2 blocks on each side under my step, which makes me work a lot harder during the workouts! Love it! I need to go lift soon though...Friday, I'm thinking. Tuesday, I had my Chemistry exam. I prepared a lot for it by myself until I asked Courtney for some guidance the night before and right before the exam. We get our exams back 30 minutes after the class and Courtney thinks I made a 90! WHOOP! Too bad all my grades can't reflect that but I am trying really hard!

We went to mass at 7 am this morning after I put some beans in a crock pot for dinner tonight (they were yummy!) and went to school and studied for my Anatomy lab practical. Let me tell you that it's very hard to be well prepared for that test. I'm just puzzled by a lot of the things they asked about certain topics. I'm flustered but I'm pretty sure I passed. Last semester, they said the average in a lab would be around a 60. Yikes! Oh well, I'm done. I'm relaxing. I will not stop attending my classes just because the break is approaching. I am though getting a massage in the morning to get out all of the bad things that came upon me these last 2 weeks.

My sisters and I - Courtney & Shelby - have given up sweets for Lent. Literally, everything that has sugar in it! I am really wondering how my body will react to this since I usually eat chocolate every day. I am also doing something to reduce my negative thoughts and words. I hope it really helps me and my attitude. I am also planning on working at the Food Bank and continuing it after Lent so I can build up weekly community services hours.

What are y'all giving up for Lent?

Great Weekend

Thursday night ended my hell week. I treated myself with some beer and a movie night with Stacey Gillis. We saw The Roommate. It was not scary at all but she thought it was. After that I took her home and headed to a friends who I haven't seen in awhile to play dominoes. I eventually got my game on helped my partner come back and kick some butt!

Friday, I started my day out with a massage. I found a lady at Elements who will work my knots out and am comfortable with. I went to Academy for Aunt Rhonda to pick up Bryson some Nike golf shoes. Just in luck! Got his size and style he wanted. I headed to my only class of the day, Abnormal Psychology, at 11:30. We started learning about anxiety and stress. Just what I need to learn and understand. Afterwards, I headed out to Aubrey's (horse trainer) for a lesson. She had planned on Angie and I working on the flat and then doing a hunter course.

Working the flat is just going around the arena and she evaluates the horse's "togetherness" at each gait (walk, trot, canter). A hunter course is a course of jumps set up a certain height and the horse is judged. If I was doing equitation, I would be getting evaluated. Aubrey claims that she makes "hunters" out of all of her riders. I would have a hard time in an eq. class because my calfs are not always in line/behind the girth, my heels are not always in line with my hips, I lean forward and close the angle of my hips, and lastly, I bend my wrists and don't always keep my thumbs up.

Anyways, we didn't get to jump because Angie wanted to be a terd. So we switched saddles from a hunt seat to dressage and put some training aids on her and off we went trotting around. I scurried off home to get ready to head back to EC with Taylor Martin. After arriving home, I quickly went to say Hi to dad, who was playing poker at Scott & Terry's. Too bad I'm not a better player... I stayed there until mom arrived to greet her and eat some amazing beans until heading off to my next destination. Scott drove me in his new car to the ball park to watch his sister, Erin, scrimmage. The girls did ok but not only did they know, the alumni were going to kick their butts the next night!

Saturday, we began our morning with some awesome oatmeal and I watched some tv with dad. I went to some batting practice at the field with some alumni. Started off horrible at hitting but I picked it back up quickly. I went home and rested. Mom and dad attended a wedding and I headed off to the ball park again for the big game. 17 alumni showed up and we thought we were going to be awesome! Well we didn't but that's ok. It was a fun game and great to see everyone before Wagner retires from coaching. I went 1 for 2 with a double to right field! I caught one inning (only played 4) and now I'm getting pretty sore. We went to eat at Los Cucos after and I ate way too many chips but I tried the spinach enchiladas and they're were pretty good. Scott, Cassey, and Taylor came over when I got home to watch a movie. I love those nights.

Today, I attended mass at 10 and visited Erin and Scott before I went home to eat lunch with my family. Well Dad forgot I was at home since I didn't come straight home after church and didn't order me lunch. No worries I just shared with everyone else. Bowling Center hamburgers are amazing! Go eat there! I relaxed while my parents got ready for a funeral until I got the phone call Taylor was coming to fetch me and my stuff to travel back to Aggieland. We arrived safely back after I drove (= Happy Alexis) since he wasn't feeling too well. I went and rode and got groceries for tomorrow Anti-Valentine's Day Single Ladies Dinner!

Tired of Being Cooped up...

I'm trying very hard to not go crazy. I've been lounging in my house for the past 2-3 days just watching tv, movies, and working on some chemistry homework. I wasn't feeling well at the start of the week. I went out a lot this past weekend and it caught up to me fast. I went to the doctor Wednesday morning (who was sick as well) and said you kind of have strep throat. Ok, I'll take some meds and be on my way. Well I barely made it through my lab and classes Wednesday & Thursday and thank God school was cancelled yesterday. So today, I thought that would change with me going to an exam review at 10 am then coming home and getting on the studying ball. No, I'm still on the couch, watching the Aggie men's basketball game, trying not to cough while trying to complete my online homework. Without Courtney, I feel helpless and I just get everything wrong. Of course, I could do other things but I want to get this done TODAY! So here's my to-do list for this week:

STUDY:
- Chemistry (Exam Tuesday)
- Abnormal Psychology (Exam Wednesday)
- Step Aerobics (Exam Wednesday)
- Anatomy (Exam Thursday)
- Chemistry Lab (Quiz Tuesday)
- Anatomy Lab (Quiz Wednesday)

Busy Work:
- Online Chemistry HW
- Chem Lab HW
- Finish doing laundry

So here's what I think may help throughout the week and may give you some help as well...

Prayer for a Stressful Day
May He support us all the day long,
till the shades lengthen, and the evening comes,
and the busy world is hushed,
and the fever of life is over and our work is done!
Then in His mercy may He give us a safe lodging,
and a holy rest, and peace at the last.

A Prayer For God's Inspiration During the Day

Father,
May everything we do
begin with your inspiration
and continue with your saving help.
Let our work always find its origin in you
and through you reach completion.
We ask this through our Lord Jesus Christ, your Son,
who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit,
one God, for ever and ever. Amen

Prayer to Jesus Before a Test

Lord Jesus,
Being fully human, as well as fully divine,
you know the pressures and stress that I face right now.
I ask that you guide me as I take this test,
so that I may do my best.
Help me to use the knowledge I have gained,
in this class and all my classes
to build up your kingdom,
for the good of all people. Amen

It was...

You can only imagine what I could begin to talk about right now. Let's not boggle our brains too much to guess what I'm going to blog about and let me just explain to you.

It was a weird, amazing, gleeful, heart-warming, see-what-I-can-do experience...biting into an apple for the first time! Well, I have always eaten apples with the side of my mouth. I take smaller bites and longer to eat it. This weekend I started a huge apple with the side of my mouth. I was still weary to bite directly into it since my tooth was only a day old. So when I was getting some good chunks out, I tried it straight on. It felt odd but I did it! Then on Sunday, Aubrey made sandwiches so I got to bite into a fold-over turkey & cheese sandwich. It was yummy and spectacular at the same time. I've also bit into chips, toast, cookies & graham crackers. I'm still hesitant on biting into everything but I'm getting used to it more and more.

I can't wait to be able to bite into other things such as: banana, pickles, chicken, taco, cucumber, carrot, and many other delicious foods.

Last night was the first Thursday of the semester. I didn't feel up to par on partying. I went to an Equine seminar from 5:30-9 and when I got back to the house, I thought I would go out dancing but I heard the recliner calling my name. Shelby & I watched Criminal Minds, CSI & Transformers. Of course, we both fell asleep in our respectful positions, which we both learned from our amazing father. It felt great to sleep until I had vivid dreams of various people. Oh well...

Cheers to sisters & sleeping!

Taking Matters into My Own Hands

For those who have not known the trouble I've caused my parents since the age of 10, here is a brief summary. On March 31st, 1999, a softball hit me in the mouth and Dr. Swenson was pulled out of the pasture to pull my broken tooth out. Since the age of 10, I've had many appliances with fake teeth on them, braces that held a tooth by a wire, and a Maryland bridge that was cemented to the back of my teeth. I still remember the day Emily & Shannon visited me in bed and my whole mouth was still very swollen. Needless to say, they were very taken back by my swollen lip and gap. For those who have seen me since February, I had braces for 9 months and a retainer since October. I had my implant surgery in August. After multiple visits back and forth from Victoria to EC to CS, it was time to fill the gap!

Since the Tooth Fairy and Santa failed me, I had to take matters into my own hands. Dr. Swenson and his amazing team ordered my fake tooth when I got home for Christmas break after finals. Well it came in last Tuesday and I went in to the office but it wasn't a good match. It's a very long process to make these false teeth that are supposed to act as great as a normal tooth but the color has to match as well. School started today and I didn't want to go back & forth during this busy semester worrying about my tooth. So Dr. Swenson talked to the lab and the next morning, Taylor Martin & I hauled ourselves & my special box to San Antonio to get a perfect match. After a long day of shopping, eating, and several color changes, we headed home. The next morning I was back at Swenson's and he permanately put my new tooth in! The shape looks great, the color is a little different but not that noticable. I'm using some good whitening toothpaste and am going to get a great electric toothbrush to try to get some plaque off.

I also got a mouthguard made because I participated in Ralph Hill's Eventing Clinic in Bellville this past weekend. Eventing is an english riding sport consisting of stadium jumping, dressage and cross country riding over 2 or 3 days. It was a lot of fun and it was a great experience. Aubrey hauled me down and I rode her awesome 21-year old QH, Strutt. He's a very safe ride and he taught me a lot. Here's some pictures:

Hopefully I can keep having fun like this throughout the semester. It's going to be a hectic and hard one but it's going to help me in the long run. I'll let y'all know what my final schedule is next week. Until then, have a great week!

Peace & Blessings

As I sit here and piddle with my computer at my College Station home, I ponder about all of the tasks that are needed to be done before Thursday. I've been here since the 28th, horse, dog and cat-sitting for Aubrey (my riding instructor) while her & her husband are back in Florida visiting friends & family. I've had a peaceful time so far staying out at their farm and riding and reading almost every day. I've come to town everyday except for two days. I had to meet Mom in Bellville to exchange power cords for my computer and for the grill they are giving Meemaw & Papaw and to get New Year's Good Luck food. Yum! I'm also gearing up for the trip to Dallas this weekend for the Cotton Bowl - Whoop! Hopefully, the Aggies pull out a win & it'll be a great start to the new year. Anyways...

I should be:
1. Answering essay questions and completing my Camp for All application.
2. Completing applications to volunteer at local hospitals.
3. Clean my room & organize my closet and bathroom.
4. Do laundry.
5. Packing for the trip to Dallas.
6. Working out.
7. Cleaning my car.
8. Entertaining dogs & cat.
9. Learning how to use the Wii on my own with my new Zumba video.
10. Pulling weeds

My valuable computer time is being spent in front of the big screen with Sports Center on and me browsing the Internet and uploading new music onto my iPhone. I told Aubrey I didn't need the Internet out there because I could come to town. It's a good thing because I feel more in tune with nature (haha). I'm sure everyone agrees that there are not enough hours in the day to complete all of these tasks on my list but hopefully they will get checked off before school starts on the 18th.

Gig 'em Aggies! Happy New Year!
P.S. I could really go for some a big crockpot of soup, homemade dessesrts & to go shoot some skeet. I'm hooked after being spoiled while I was home!

Spreading My Holiday Cheer

That is, Bowl Games and Christmas! I'm super pumped that we're bowl-bound! I should've shared this on Thanksgiving Day but I was busy trying to help in the kitchen. So to all you Aggies, enjoy. To my Longhorn (yes, I said it...) family members & fans, apologies. Please understand that Shelby & I enjoyed this picture that was on the Bonfire Memorial exhibit in Rudder & G. Rollie White last week.

"Watch out, Bevo. Don't snicker and sneer.

You think you're a stud but you're only a steer.

Come Thanksgiving Day you'll see what we mean, when

from your tall tower no orange light will gleam. 

You think you're bowl-bound but it's only a dream.

You've still got to meet that Fightin' Aggie team!"

I was even yelling "Boomer Sooner" last night for the chances of ou beating osu so we could have a 3-way 1st place tie in the Big 12 south and get a chance to play in the championship. It was worth a try but ou is playing nebraska and we Aggies couldn't be happier since we beat them both. So watch out world, some friends and family and I are looking for the announcement of what bowl game we're playing in to buy those tickets. ROAD TRIP!

On the Christmas aspect, I enjoyed some jolly music on my way to-and-from the horse barn this evening. It put me in a delightful mood and can't wait for the colder weather, christmas trees, lights, more music and going home for the holidays. It's the most wonderful time of the year! Even though Shelby thinks I'm Scruge, I'm not going to be sitting on my fanny and saying Ba-Humbug. I'm going to try to help out at the food bank or at the church here and back home and sing all the great songs at the top of my lungs in more places than just the privacy of my home.

Any ideas for stocking stuffers for my parents & sister?



Shelby & I at the Arbuckle Wedding



Watch Out World, I'm a Legalized Young Woman!

I've been meaning to post this for some time but I just couldn't make myself to do it or I wasn't able to upload pictures at those times. So anyways, it's finally feeling like autumn in Aggieland and I love all of the fall colors! I can't wait for Thanksgiving and bowl games, the end of this semester, and the jolly Christmas season! How about that win on Saturday?!?! Unfortunately, I started to freak out about my exams and went to the car in the middle of the 3rd quarter to study. I missed it all but no worries, sister has a video and pictures! This semester has flown by so fast we have about 10 school days left in the semester! Which means finals are approaching & I have to study during Thanksgiving...ew.

Congratulations to Mr. & Mrs. Rand Arbuckle. They're wedding was absolutely amazing and I had a lot of fun yet the paper and exam I had the following week (which was last week).

Me on Aubrey's 20 Quarter Horse, Strutt

 I just finished two exams this week, went to E-Walk to take my picture with an elephant and treated myself with a lesson at Aubrey's with my pony, Angie. Aubrey is an awesome horsewoman and friend that I've known since May. I started leasing Angie in August and have enjoyed her so much! She takes my weekly stressers away and I can't wait for the 2011 shows to start up. Aubrey calls me a scaredy cat because I won't jump Angie sometimes. Ok, so I can be a fraidy cat but I'm thinking safety of my tooth. And to those who don't know, I had my implant surgery August 27th and it was successfully been in my mouth since! My braces came off October 21st and I got a retainer the same day with the same tooth I've had since I was 15. Hopefully, Santa brings me my one front tooth for Christmas! 

Top: Me on Angie, flying high! Bottom: Aubrey, Me & Angie

I turned 21 on September 25th. I was still recovering from my surgery & I had a horse show the next day so I didn't want to over do it. Key to all you alcoholic beverage enthusiasts: Eat Protein before! It soaked the alcohol up and TADA!!! NO HANGOVER! But it was an early morning to get to the show and no one decided to show up so Aubrey & I tacked up anyways and I schooled on both of her horses.

Emily, Me & Stacey

It's been a rollercoaster semester but I've made it this far. I wish you all a safe & Happy Turkey Day!Gig 'em Aggies! Saw 'em Off!!!

Whoop into Fall

WH12P! I'm officially a junior! It was a hectic summer and I apologize for not updating any juicy gossip from my wonderful life. My summer was a little drab. I took Physics 1 & 2...Hissssss...and I made C's. Oh well, I wouldn't have made it through without an awesome person who is now living with Shelby & I - Courtney Janak. It's an adventure but Courtney loves it here & I love her. We tried to celebrate her 20th birthday last week with a suprise dinner but of course, it wasn't a suprise after our plans out flipped around when Courtney became a counselor for Camp for All in Burton. I'd love to join with her and work out there but I'm just taking it one week at a time because I had a roller coaster spring and summer and I feel a lot is falling into place now.

I've come to see that God is blessing me with many things that are either straight in my line of sight or right under my nose that I have to work to find. Although I am not in a relationship, God will bless me one day with a person who can love me for who I am and handle me at the same time. Although my semester may be rough, I'm learning time & money management better every day. Although I will not be working for the softball team, I am very appreciative for the knowledge & responsibilities I learned and opportunities I was able to be apart of. Although I have many hard courses left, I'm in no rush to leave Aggieland and miss out on other great opportunities. Although I miss many of my family & friends, I am learning more discipline with praying more often for all of the things I am connected to in my life.

I have also been blessed with the best thing that has happened to me in awhile - Horses. In spite of hectic life I was living in the spring, I always had a yearning deep down to learn to ride the English discipline. If you don't know, I do own a horse, Rocket, but he's with Uncle John & Aunt Lori grazing happily in their pasture. I also had Hummer, my barrel racing horse, which I do miss and hope he's doing well as he reaches his 23rd birthday. But now my soul is satisfied with the new horses in my life - Strutt & Angie.

The story goes as such: I randomly Googled something like "riding lesson instructors in College Station" and many odd websites appeared. One was a classified website where I found Aubrey. She just moved her a year ago with her husband, Ben, who is specializing in Large Animals (something) at the Vet school. She went to UF & rode on their equestrian team, western & English, and was now relocated here and giving lessons at their barn. So we e-mailed back and forth and the day finally came that I was going to have my first lesson! She was amazed of my knowledge and said that she usually has to teach her students how to tie a rope halter or the basics of grooming but no fear, I got this. So I learned the basics of tacking up Strutt, her 20-year old Quarter Horse, with an English saddle and bridle and off we went into the arena. Of course, I wear a goofy, big helmet but safety first! Oh my gosh! Not only did I learn about all of my bad habits, I had so much fun and wanted to go every day! Unfortunately, EC couldn't keep me away so I would randomly travel back & forth just for a lesson. Sorry about the gas bill, Dad!

Low and behold, I'm improving and advancing quicker than I thought. I'm pretty gun-ho about competing too. I have been to two schooling shows in Bryan. Yes, the first show I was in the Pre-Beginner (like 7 year-old kids) class but we got ribbons. But with practice, more like one day of practice, I showed September 5th in the Hunter-Jumper divisions and a Beginner flat class. I beat one of Aubrey's other students in my flat class and did good in my 2-foot jumping classes!

Soooo...this weekend is my 3rd show. I will be jumping on Strutt and showing Angie on the flat. That's all I said I wanted for my birthday but Mom & Dad are going to cook dinner Saturday night and a big group of my friends & I will go out...somewhere. Yes, I will be 21. I think I'm just looking forward to the freedom (if I choose to) to order a drink at dinner or a bar. I like to DD though so no worries, I try to make every night out, a safe night ;)

There's my update for now. I'll try to be better since I'm not good at phone calls!
I've also attached my latest lesson (last big jump) that I've had with Aubrey on Strutt. I'll try to post some pictures of Angie or the show soon! Gig 'em!

Calling Baton Rouge

Well I'm all packed up and ready to go to Baton Rouge after our practice this morning. Sorry it's been a a month since I've posted anything but I spend a lot of my computer time on eBay looking for great deals. I totally bought 5 new Victoria Secret bras, all for less than $20 each! Anyways, after back-to-back roadtrips to Oklahoma, I'm so tired of being on a bus or driving period. This ride is not much shorter but I'm just glad we're not going to north! We're playing UL-Lafayette on Friday at 3 pm at LSU. If we should win, we will probably play LSU on Saturday. This is the regional tournament and if you win it, you go to Super Regionals next weekend. If you lose, you're out. I really would love to win so I can spend more time at the field. I have to get the stuff organized for next season. And trust me, you don't want to even look at our closet or the equpiment shed because you'll be haunted!

This is from Easter in front of my Nanny's calla lily plant.

Taylor's Birthday - You can see my horrible softball shorts tan!

Chelsey Kubecka & I at the Tap

Stacey Gillis & Adam Shimek at the Tap

I'm so glad I have a break from school. I went out celebrated Monday with Laura because I found out that I improved my overall GPA from a 3.17 to a 3.26! I'm so excited! That means only .24 to go to reach my goal! I hope I can do it...I'll be in EC all summer taking Physics from 8-12 everyday. Ugh! I'm a morning person but not every day of the week. So if you need a sitter or a coach for the summer, I'll have my afternoons unless I am able to volunteer at the hospital in the physical therapy department.
Happy Hump Day! Gig 'em!

"Softly call the Muster..."

April 21st is one of the most commerated Aggie traditions - Muster. I'm very sad to say I will not be able to attend a muster until I'm a senior here. These past two years, I've had softball and we will be playing at OU on the day Muster falls on next year. Muster started in 1883 and became a student organization in 1950. Muster is a roll call for the Aggies who have passed on in the past year. Here is an excerpt I got from the ebsite: "Muster is a time to look to the past, present, and future…not only to grieve but to reflect and to celebrate the lives that connect us to one another. A gesture so simple in nature yet so lasting in spirit, Muster is the lasting impression every Aggie leaves with us; it reminds us of the greatness that lies within these walls, of the loyalty we possess, of the connection that binds us, and of the idea that every Aggie has a place of importance – whether they are present in flesh or spirit."

This is one of the things that makes being an Aggie so great and important in my life. I know that many of you aren't Aggies but the bonds we form as friends or rivals throughout our lives are important on every step of our pathway in life. Comraderie is important in many relationships. I'm not hostile against being a Longhorn or a Red Raider or a Sooner but it's the relationships here at A&M and our rival schools that help us to learn and grow to be respectful persons. Being an Aggie is one of the many steps on my path. It is one of the most important ones too. I'm getting a great education, meeting many people, making connections for the present and future and one day, I'm going to get the share my memories with my children and family and friends.

But back to softball! I hope the girls will be able to make up for our Muster absence with a win against those t-sips in Austin. Boy, am I excited and I can't tell y'all enough how pumped I am to be a part of this team. I have faith in them and although they have been through some rough patches this season, I know they want it deep down inside. It doesn't always work out that way. But tonight, we're gonna travel to the heart of Texas, be in the spotlight of fans and ESPN cameras, and play our best. Plus, the Sugar Daddies will be there! They are my entertainment during the games. I sometimes get bored in the dugout but that's only because my ADD kicks in and I can't concentrate. So if you have nothing to do or there's nothing on tv at 6:30, turn on one of the ESPN channels and watch the game! BTHO t.u.

Realizations

I have realized many things in the past week of my young life. These things made me exude different emotions. The emotions have been in the range from happy/hyper to taking it as it comes to it's just one of those days that sucks really bad. First off, the realization that you can't alway get what you want. I've felt that I have wanted too much of certain people or certain things so I've realized that I need to take a step back, take a deep breath, anaylze my thoughts and make a plan. My plan for love is to not make it a priority but let it come and find me. I do want to have "the one" in my life but the path God has set me on for the time being, may have a few bumps and turns in it before I actually achieve this want. My plan for shopping is to just browse. I have clothes I haven't worn in months or years because I live in maroon, white, gray & black right now. Come summer time, I may need some cute shorts or capris and accessories. Browsing takes my mind off of different stresses and although I may want a particular dress from a website or eBay (Mom & I's new addiction), I don't want to stress about spending the money and waiting for the package. My plan for the summer is to just take it easy. Although I will be taking Physics I & II from 8-12 everyday, I have the afternoons to enjoy things I love - being at the river, spending time with family & friends, and working out. I thought I had to plan out my entire summer by asking what people wanted to do and such but Megan and I are just gonna go with the flow. We've planned to get our vitamin D so I can even out this horrible softball/sock tan, learn how to play golf (and for me, possibly the violin), road trip somewhere awesome, & do funky things that make me & here awesome BFF's! I will also try to squeeze in some volunteer time at the physical therapy department at the hospital because I have to have a minimum of 60 PT hours to get into upper level courses at A&M.

Second, I've realized that I have become lazy with my thoughts, actions, and especially, chores. My plan for becoming unlazy is to study my butt off this upcoming fall & spring semesters so I can apply for my AGGIE RING! This is my favorite tradition at A&M because of what it symbolizes. So my thoughts have to be goal-oriented. My actions cannot be lazy or procrasinated, meaning I must become an over-achiever to make good grades and keep broadening my knowledge base. My plan for chores has already kicked in. I think I'm becoming my MOM & DAD! Steve-O hates when dishes are left in the sink at night. All last week, not one dish was left in it. I think there are a few in it tonight hahaha. Mom hates to be behind on the laundry. Ohhhh and it is piled up here! I'll be caught up by tomorrow night, I hope. I have a speech to write that is going to be presented Thursday morning. We play in Austin on Wednesday versus that school that every Aggie calls t.u. (That was just for you Scott Niemeier!)

Third, I've got to let go and let God. Mary, my manager-in-crime, wished me luck on my Biology exam this morning and quoted, "You can do all things through Christ, who strengthens you." She's exactly right. So my plan for my faith is to just keep praying and trying to improve my spiritual connection with the Big Man upstairs.

Good Night, Gig 'em & God Bless ;)

Hump Day

So a usual Wednesday, a.k.a. Hump Day, consists of going to class, eating lunch, softball game and relaxing at home or doing homework/studying. Oh but not today...today was flip-flopped Hump Day. I came to campus very early to give blood, only to be rejected because of certain circumstances. Well Scott & White, you won't be getting my O+ blood today. Then I tried to go to the Blocker computer lab and it was full so as I was walking to the SCC and talking to Dad, a.k.a. Steve-O, I sweated in this humid & allergy-ridden weather. It's supposed to rain today. I hope it does but not enough to cancel our game today. So I'm checking my school e-mail and of course, after coming to campus early, my first class, Theatre, is cancelled but she has a list of YouTube videos and newspaper articles to read. So I become studious and read and watch.
Here are the videos I had to watch today for your entertainment (the one about barbie is hilarious!):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGGK3HCr07o&playnext_from=TL&videos=cneK2MdbayQ


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEF_Dicq3c4&playnext_from=TL&videos=RFMiD8SMKLQ

http://video.nytimes.com/video/2010/03/31/multimedia/1247467499304/a-pop-presidency.html

The last video actually makes me want to go see that play! I hope you're entertained because I actually enjoyed listening/watching these videos because my teacher can throw some weird videos at us during class. Trust me, DaDaism is weird. "Whatever is not, Dada is. Whatever is, Dada is not."

So I'm going to finish up here at the SCC and go get some scantrons and my padfolio from the Letterman's Association before my 12:40 biology class. Yes, I letter! I was kinda intrigued that I get such an award with my job. Oh! And hopefully my hair turns out amazingly awesome tomorrow! I'm getting it colored...not blue...but I hope it turns out really pretty! I have been counting down the days to tomorrow! Plus, the most superb Steve-O & Kimbo Slice are coming tomorrow to help celebrate Shelby's 19th Birthday Friday! Whoop! Hope y'all have a great Hump Day and weekend!